blast from the past
well, a day and a half and no word from mr eligible, but i have to say, i'm not sitting by the phone waiting for it to ring which i feel is telling.
last night however, i revisited a very old crush which was rather fun if a little surprising. i called in to see surferchick on my way home from work last night. i was looking an absolute state (hair scraped back, no make-up, fat pants etc) but she's a honey, and has seen me at my best and worst and everything in between so i decided against faffing about trying to tart myself up.
**NB this is a guaranteed way to meet one, if not many beautiful boys. they only come out of the woodwork when you look as rough as a bear's backside. fact.**
so i arrive at surferchick's house ready for a cuppa and a gossip, only to find it bursting at the seams with her extended family, all visiting for the week. i see surferchick all the time, and various members of her family every now and then, but realised as i stepped into the living room that i hadn't seen her eldest brother for about 18 months. i had totally forgotten that once upon a time i was totally besotted with him, but it soon came flooding back. however, i'm usually good at coping in these situations (ie ignoring them and hoping they'll go away) and would have been fine were it not for...
the lovely girlfriend. she was a nightmare. pretty, but not so much you feel jealous. incredibly friendly. funny without being over the top. how can you hate someone like that?
being my friend's little brother he's always been out of bounds (although surferchick is a total romantic and i actually think she's love the two of us together if she thought about it), but being now completely unattainable, he instantly become infinitely more desirable.
why is this??
however, i shall not let it ruin my friday and have in fact spent most of the day indulging in a fab day dream where he leaves her, admits his undying love for me and sweeps me off to a desert island a million miles away from lovely (ex)girlfriend and toxic ex. yum
last night however, i revisited a very old crush which was rather fun if a little surprising. i called in to see surferchick on my way home from work last night. i was looking an absolute state (hair scraped back, no make-up, fat pants etc) but she's a honey, and has seen me at my best and worst and everything in between so i decided against faffing about trying to tart myself up.
**NB this is a guaranteed way to meet one, if not many beautiful boys. they only come out of the woodwork when you look as rough as a bear's backside. fact.**
so i arrive at surferchick's house ready for a cuppa and a gossip, only to find it bursting at the seams with her extended family, all visiting for the week. i see surferchick all the time, and various members of her family every now and then, but realised as i stepped into the living room that i hadn't seen her eldest brother for about 18 months. i had totally forgotten that once upon a time i was totally besotted with him, but it soon came flooding back. however, i'm usually good at coping in these situations (ie ignoring them and hoping they'll go away) and would have been fine were it not for...
the lovely girlfriend. she was a nightmare. pretty, but not so much you feel jealous. incredibly friendly. funny without being over the top. how can you hate someone like that?
being my friend's little brother he's always been out of bounds (although surferchick is a total romantic and i actually think she's love the two of us together if she thought about it), but being now completely unattainable, he instantly become infinitely more desirable.
why is this??
however, i shall not let it ruin my friday and have in fact spent most of the day indulging in a fab day dream where he leaves her, admits his undying love for me and sweeps me off to a desert island a million miles away from lovely (ex)girlfriend and toxic ex. yum
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